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"Missing me much?" | Soukoku |

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Parts 6
Time 35m

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It has been a few years since Dazai had left, years went by with much struggles. Chuuya started to hallucinate, helping him cope with his loss. To many that he had lost, this was the worst. 
  It started with a small interaction of waking up to Dazai beside, progressing on, it got worse.

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  It is still ongoing, cliff hang warning! ;(   
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Disclaimer: This photo doesn't belong to me. It's belong to moka_usr on Instagram, so go check out her art. (Sorry to Moka_usr for always using her work. It's just so beautiful.) 1st place: skk 2/16/25 3rd place: Doubleblack 1/6/25 4th place: DazaixChuuya 2/23/25 Chuuya was a lost soul until Dazai found him. Chuuya spend his whole life protecting Prince Dazai from any dangers. He even grow a crush on him, but too scared to confess due to Dazai making fun of him. But when his so called brother came to bring havoc in the kingdom. Will he stop him before it's too late? Warning Stormbringer spoilers Violence Dazai being Dazai.

Parted Entanglement { ⑤ } by heathereo

''Haku, where are Dazai and Haruka ?'' ''I don't kno--'' A loud bang echoed throughout the empty place. Shoes scraped the ground as Chuuya backed away unnaturally. Tears rolled down Haku's cheeks, who covered his mouth with both palms. Both of them with their eyes wide open. Dazai was in a deep coma. The doctor said that he'd never wake up, but everyone held hopes that he would, that the doctor's wrong. ''Please wake up... please... please...'' That's what hope is, it saves people from misery, yet brings them pain as time goes by. ✨ 22 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ✨ Kids ⚠️ Scars ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Violence 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 7 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 10 in #kunikida 🗞️ No. 19 in #kunikidadoppo 🗞️ No. 28 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 30 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 31 in #akutagawaryuunosuke 🗞️ No. 26 in #nakajimaatsushi 🗞️ No. 37 in #atsushi 🗞️ No. 38 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 61 in #shinsoukoku 🗞️ No. 65 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 85 in #soukoku 🎨 Cover Art Credit : *unknown* 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

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