Where it all started

It was a warm summer day, I was playing volleyball with my friends totally oblivious to all around me. I did not realize there was danger near. That is when I met john. He was strong and really handsome for a seventh grader. He was so sweet and nice. Then a big snake slithered up to me. It hissed, and I screamed. John ran over faster than a bullet and kicked the snake away. " Are you okay you screamed pretty loud." he said " Yeah I'm fine I guess." I said shyly. I didn't know what to say I was actually talking to John harold. The cutest guy in school. " Are you afraid of snakes or something" he said . He said it like it was a funny. " people are killed by snakes more than sharks." I squeaked " whoa there i'm not trying to start a fight now." he said playfully. I wanted to punch him in the gut and kiss him on the cheek at the same time. I don't know how to describe how I felt about him. I hated him and loved him all in one. why is love so confusing?