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Desiderium Series #1: The Sweetest Sin

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Reads 133
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Parts 13

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"In corde non novit terminos"

She fell first, quietly and completely. She loved him with every part of her, even when she knew she shouldn't. He was everything she wasn't supposed to want. She chose him, again and again, even when it meant losing everything in the process.

She held on for as long as she could, like a passenger gripping her seat during turbulence, hoping things would calm down, hoping everything would be well.

But sometimes, love feels like trying to hold onto a plane that's already taken off. No matter how tightly you cling, you're left standing on the runway, watching it disappear into the sky.

She did the hardest thing she ever had to do. She let him go. Not because she stopped loving him, but because she needed to.

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Behind Those Worthwhile Moments (Reistre Series #2) by peachyangelus

Being abandoned by her parents and living with her mom's best friend, Allison Darcy Lastimosa's way to pay for her Tita's efforts is to do well in school. Love life is the least thing she would be interested in, but meeting Keiro Blint Reistre slowly made her question herself. Is she feeling something romantic or just platonic love towards him? She didn't know, and she doesn't want to know so that things won't get complicated. She thought she'd forever live a simple yet happy life until someone came into the picture just to mess with her life. Gone are the days when she would only feel freedom and contentment. She only feels wrecked, miserable, and disgusted now, without anyone knowing. When will she be ready to say that behind those worthwhile moments was her suffering and slowly dying inside? Will Kent be able to eradicate her nightmares caused by the past and heal her wounds, or will he also be part of her nightmares and inflict her wounds, too? Started: August 28, 2020 Finished: January 19, 2021

Loving the Sky (College Series #3) by inksteady

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You & I Period by Chasingdemoiselle

Copyright © 2016 by Love Eugenio ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. No part of this story may be reproduced or transmitted in any form by any means electronic, mechanical, or otherwise, whether now or hereafter devised, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system without express written prior permission from the publisher. Prologue Falling? Like on the floor or on the ground? Falling on that way actually hurts but what really hurts you the most is falling in love to somebody who is incapable of giving your happiness every time you jump out of your bed, who is not good enough to give you so much reasons to smile until daylight and moonlight? And wasn't able to fill your basket of dreams in life. When was the last time you've fallen? Falling to someone has different meanings. For him you're just another ordinary woman. He doesn't like you, your race, and your kind. He just want to live alone and needed to be free from what has been broken. Pero kaya mo pa rin ba siyang saluhin kahit na alam mong planado niya lang ang lahat? Or kaya ka ba niyang saluhin kahit alam niyang planado mo din ang lahat?

Chasing the Sun (College Series #1) by inksteady

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Taming the Waves (College Series #2) by inksteady

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Pansamantala [COMPLETED] by KokaiNoJoo27

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My Psychotic Devil cover

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