If I Ruled - Shadow and Bone FANFIC
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Last published Mon, Jun 9, 2025
"What if I choose the shadow? There can't be light without darkness. I'm tired of trying to light up the world. Maybe it's time to burn it down."
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After their fight in the Fold, Alina refused to take Mal's life. She lost and was captured by the Darkling, along with the few Grisha who still followed him. Mal vanished before Aleksander could kill or capture him.
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