(Dead but not different) - by Harlow roth
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Hi, this is the creator here. This genre is Melancholy and Mournful mainly because of its detailed and graphic lines it may have. You might need more understanding of self worth to understand some aspects of the stuff I talk about because it takes time to understand yourself.
(Don't give up. 🩷)
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