it ain't me
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Last published Sun, Sep 7, 2025
After hitting rock bottom, you make the hardest decision of your life - to get sober. Fresh out of rehab and still carrying the weight of your past, you move to Musutafu to attend college and try to start over. A new town, a new school, a clean slate. But the world doesn't stop spinning just because you're trying to heal.
Between awkward first-day introductions, late-night parties filled with temptation, and the aching loneliness of being the "different one," staying clean feels like a quiet war you fight every day. And just when you think you're holding it all together, life throws curveballs: broken friendships, resurfacing trauma, and a complicated crush on someone who sees more of you than you're ready to show.
This is a story of relapse and redemption, of late-night drives and second chances, of trying to find hope in a world that doesn't make it easy. Because healing isn't linear - and recovery doesn't end when the party starts.
Loosely based of "it ain't me babe, Timothee Chalamet"
This contains dark themes and is intended to mature audiences. SLOW BURN. Some characters you are MEANT to hate.
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