They said, "Smile through it." So I did. Until I couldn't anymore. A journal of collapse, clarity, and quiet survival.
"Give me therapy-I'm a walking travesty, but I'm smiling at everything."
This is the journal of a person unraveling in silence.
Caelum doesn't exist-but he listens.
Through 14 raw, unfiltered entries, follow one voice as they write through panic attacks, failed therapy, quiet shame, and the need to disappear... and slowly begin to confront the truth beneath the noise.
This isn't a story of recovery. It's a story of recognition.
If you've ever smiled while falling apart-this is for you.
🖤 Told in first-person journal entries
🖤 Trigger warnings: anxiety, depression, emotional isolation
🖤 Emotional themes: survival, memory, inner conflict, identity
Still here. Still writing. Even if no one reads it.
Max Verstappen, world class racer at the top of his game gets given full custody of a daughter he didnt even know existed, how will he adjust to the burden of parenthood?