You know I love you...right? (Phan)
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Last published Mon, Aug 31, 2015
Dan Howell is a 19 year old high school graduate. He is just about to go into his first choice college, when he meets Phil Lester. Phil is a suicidal, out cast. He went to school with Dan and had a major crush on him, but he was unknown. They become best friends, but can they make their love work, with Dan not knowing about Phil's crush and Phil being suicidal?
Hey guys! This is my first fanfiction, so I'm sorry in advance for and typos or any miss spelled words! I adore Dan and Phil, so no offence to them! Please stay to read the whole story and I will try to update often! Oh ya, my name is Amelia but I go by Phanloveforever11 but I will sign as myself, okay, noe bye bye!
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