Abusive boyfriend, Harry, promises to kill Lila if she ever tries to leave him. She doesn't want to leave, but she feels like she must. Is it even possible to love someone when you fear for your life in their presence? Maybe Lila won't have to leave, maybe Harry will have a change of heart. For now though, Lila is in complete misery. Warning: very sexual and includes domestic violence. -NOT FOR YOUNG READERS-