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Staying High [ DISCONTINUED ]

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Parts 16
Time 1h 14m

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"one day. all is ask is one day. just give me one day to prove to you that i made a wrong choice of loving him and i shall show you what true love feels like."

!

Ah, the nice clicking sound of a lighter that is lights up a flame. A flame that could burn anything; a flame that could light up a joint, making me a person that I never knew I was.

Smoking a joint and staying high all the time is the only chance that I could forget him.

Oh, I wish I could.
  
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