His little secret
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MatureOngoing5m
Last published Sat, Jun 28, 2025
this is my first ever published book so sorry if it's a bit wonky >_<
Bakugo had been dealing with depression since 8th grade. it keeps getting worse, day by day, minute by minute. the only thing that helps is bringing a blade to his arm. his little secret until the people close to him find out. . .
TW
self-harm descriptions
suicidal thoughts/actions
mental health issues
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Bakugo is always rude to everyone. Loud, rough, mean, and hateful. But that's just a mask he puts on every time he leaves his room. The thoughts are always there, the voices and words. They won't shut up. They won't stop telling the truth. Everyone is out to get the aspiring hero, and his mind won't let him trust anyone. Not even his best friends... ~WARNINGS~ Mentions of: +Suicidal thoughts+ +Self-harm+ +Self-starvation+ +Self-deprecation+ +Depression+ +Panic attacks+ +Losing sense of reality+ I am not romanticizing these problems. If you have/are doing any of these things, please do the opposite of what Katsuki does in this book, and please go talk to someone. You're an amazing human, and you shouldn't hurt yourself over what you think people think of you. Everything in this is practice. My goal for this book is to give you that stomach drop that most angst stories do. I'm not very good at that, so let's see how I do, lmao. (AO3 gets updated faster than here)
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