His little secret
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MatureOngoing5m
Last published Sat, Jun 28, 2025
this is my first ever published book so sorry if it's a bit wonky >_<
Bakugo had been dealing with depression since 8th grade. it keeps getting worse, day by day, minute by minute. the only thing that helps is bringing a blade to his arm. his little secret until the people close to him find out. . .
TW
self-harm descriptions
suicidal thoughts/actions
mental health issues
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