My Possessive Husband is My Professor

I hate him

I hate the way he looks at me and it tells me that he owns me.

I hate the way he threats me as a possession.

I hate the way he uses me every time he want and made me feel that I am only a personal thing for him.

I hate him because he used to manipulate things, controlling everything and making me feel that I am very important to him even thought I am not.

He is always following me to assure that I don't have any affair to anyone.

He is very cruel.

He did not give me a happiness because he is always there watching me.

He is very selfish

He always want me to be at his side.

But what can I do ?
I cannot escape to this man because we are already married.

I am married to this rude, ruthless, sex maniac and possessive man.

All I need to do is always obeying him.

Probably my life is tragic and it sucks.