After the Fall follows Lily, the fiancée of Liam Payne, as she endures the devastating aftermath of his sudden and tragic death. Set against the backdrop of fame, grief, and deep personal loss, the novel opens in the hours after Liam's fatal fall from a hotel balcony-a death that echoes far beyond headlines.
Lily retreats into herself, broken and haunted by memories of Liam's hidden struggles with depression, addiction, and isolation. As the world watches and speculates, it is Liam's former bandmates-Niall, Louis, Harry, and Zayn-who show up, refusing to let her slip away.
Together, they revisit their shared history, Liam's light and his pain, and the legacy he left behind. Lily begins to heal in fragments, journaling, writing music again, and eventually releasing a tribute song that stirs hearts across the world.
As time softens grief's sharp edges, Lily and Zayn find themselves drawn to each other-first through comfort, then through slow-burning affection, and finally, through a love built on vulnerability, gentleness, and deep mutual respect.
Their journey culminates in the creation of a family and a future that once felt impossible.
This is a novel about surviving the impossible, finding love after loss, and choosing joy-not in spite of grief, but alongside it.
"Maybe we'll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart."
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This book contains sensitive material such as strong language, abuse, sexual content, death and depression. If you are not comfortable with such topics, please do not continue. All of this is, indeed, a matter of fiction. I understand that some of the events that will take place are real to you. If you believe this will trigger something, please do not continue reading. Read at your own risk from here on out.
Alex xx