Your not alone (niam)
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Last published Thu, Aug 14, 2014
Niall is hiding behind a wall of secrets. He puts on an act for the rest of the world. He pretends like he is not completley head over heels for his bestfriend Liam. He pretends that his wrist arn't covered in scars and he pretends that he isn't starving himself. Things werent allways that bad for Niall but after a few bad jokes it becomes to much for him to handle and he is pushed over the edge. who be able to save him when Niall is not so sure he wants to be saved.
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