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Last published Thu, Jun 19, 2025
"A sinner who longed for Gods mercy and grace."
A Christian Who Suffers With Homosexuality
A Novel by Alessio Astor Vidalez
"I never chose this. I never wanted this. But it's mine to carry. And maybe, somehow, there's still grace for me."
In this deeply personal and honest story, Alessio explores the inner life of a believer torn between his unshakable faith and an unwanted longing he never asked for. Raised Catholic, shaped by tradition, and bound by conviction, the narrator wrestles with the unspoken question: Can you be gay and still belong to God?
This novel doesn't offer easy answers. Instead, it offers something real-one soul's raw, vulnerable journey through doubt, identity, and the quiet hope that maybe God's love runs deeper than we think.
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