A Distant Memory (Remastered)
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Dhaka took a part of you that you'll never get back.
Coming home isn't the same - not when you're faced with Bucky, the ghost of everything you lost. The past clings at every glance, every silence. Part of you misses the chaos Dhaka handed you - the purpose, the pain, the person you became.
Healing was never going to be simple. Not when your best friend means more to you than he should, and your ex-boyfriend is doing everything he can to make things right.
A triangle of loyalty, trust and lust.
Laced with betrayal, hatred and heartbreak.
But who belongs in which category?
~ Sebastian Stan as Bucky Barnes ~
"I wasn't myself when I lost her, but I am now-and it might be too late."
~ Chris Hemsworth as Thor Odinson ~
"I swore to protect her. I never knew I'd have to protect myself from losing her."
~ You as Jadeyn Rainn (OC) ~
"It wasn't the mission that broke me. It was what I came home to."
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Long time no see! Welcome back to any OG's that have stuck with me since the beginning. This story started on TikTok (I know, still not finished) made it's way to Wattpad, I have been dying to continue it for years. And the other night I watched the full TikTok version and read through the chapters on Wattpad and I started typing... And I couldn't stop.
The TikTok version has so many plot holes and I wanted to continue this story in 2nd person, combining the (pov, y/n) element with the character I created in the original (Jadeyn Rainn) It was just an idea but once I started I couldn't stop.
This story has always had my heart and I hate that I never finished it. I've changed a lot from the first one, they don't wipe Bucky's memory this time and I've changed a few elements so it makes more sense.
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