It's All A Little Blurry
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Last published Sat, Jun 21, 2025
Carina's deep in the process of launching her own medical practice... juggling zoning appeals, endless forms, and a mounting list of setbacks. Between the clinic, parenting, and burnout, savings are dwindling, vacation funds are gone, and Maya's light is beginning to flicker. The wives are out of sync, each carrying more than they can say.
When a long-awaited opportunity lands in Maya's lap, the question isn't whether she's qualified. It's whether the past will keep her from leaping. Or worse... whether the present will pull her back into old spirals she thought she buried for good?
Mostly canon-compliant with a few soft divergences. Jack is recovered (mostly) an active on the team. Angst, reconnection, and quiet resilience ahead. Oh, and that blurry little blonde goes a little off the rails. Once. Okay Twice.
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