Lost in Her Mind
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Tanya Harrison is hiding something. Most people do, but not like this. She's stuck in a pit of suffering and despair. She's lost in her mind.
However, that's not her only secret.
Aynat Nosirrah is her alter ego. The woman people fear but never speak of. The fighter. The assassin. The empty-hearted bitch no one ever dares cross.
Drew Moore is the QB. The player. The person all the guys want to be and all the girls want to fuck. When nerdy nobody Tanya Harrison bumps into him and doesn't even bother looking up, he takes an interest.
What will happen when Drew tries to tear down her walls to see the girl behind them?
What will happen when Tanya decides to let him in, despite her reservations?
What will happen when Drew sees who Tanya really is?
What happens when you throw in a really pissed off hacker, two not-so-subtle best friends, and a fucking Italian Mafia?
A/N This is my first book so I understand if you think it sucks. However I only want constructive criticism not complaining about the plot. You can also comment your reactions or thoughts about what's going on the the story. Please don't be a bitch. Also, I'm considering having sex scenes in this so don't read if you don't want that. Or you can read and just not read those parts I don't care. This story will also have physical abuse and I will not give trigger warnings. Read at your own risk.
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