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Finding My Borderline

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I've always felt like there was something fundamentally fractured within me. Even as a fourteen-year-old, a time when my classmates seemed perfectly content existing in their 'normal,' well-adjusted bubbles, I was perpetually battling internal hurricanes. They worried about pop quizzes and crushes; I wrestled with emotions that roared through me like wildfires and fears that clung to me like suffocating shadows. I just never knew what it was. It was always weird, always intense, but for a long time, I just learned to live with it, to mask it, to pretend. I was Parline, a regular girl. Or so I desperately tried to be.Tutti i diritti riservati

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Luna's Diary

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