Why me? (Chandler Riggs)
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Amber was suffering. The memories were haunting her. Nothing seemed real. She used the alcohol to numb the pain. The sex to feel wanted. The drugs to make her feel like she wasn't so alone. He left, when, he had promised to help her through the train wreck, that was her father. The blades made her feel like she was alive; even if it was just a little.
She hated Chandler. But she loved him. Why did he leave? What would happen when he shows back up.
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