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Lost For Now

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Reads 50
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Parts 8
Time 28m

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Title: Lost For Now 
Genre: Dark Mafia Romance | Love Triangle | Enemies-to-Lovers | Street Racing | Hidden Lives

Description:

Lena Valentina Cruz just wanted a fresh start.

A nursing student who's just moved to New York City, her world is hospitals, textbooks, and trying to forget the heartbreak she left behind. That heartbreak? Ezra Cairo-the man who loved her, lied to her, and vanished without warning. What she doesn't know is that Ezra was never just her ex...
He's the ruthless leader of The Black Vow, the second most feared mafia in the world.

When Lena is dragged to an elite underground party, she meets Matteo Vemeras(for the second time)-icy, arrogant, and dangerously magnetic. Their first encounter is a disaster: he challenges her, mocks her, and walks away with a smirk she can't forget. But Matteo isn't just anyone.

He's the boss of La Rosa Nera, the most powerful mafia empire on the planet.

And when he invites Lena to The Black Line Drift, a secret race drenched in danger and adrenaline, she goes-unaware that this night will destroy everything she thought she knew.

There, under burning lights and roaring engines, the truth explodes:
Ezra is back.
Matteo is her enemy.
And SJ-her sweet, loyal best friend from nursing school-is actually Matteo's underboss, living a double life in blood and shadows.

Now Lena's trapped between two men who want her for different reasons.
One broke her.
The other burns her.
And neither of them is safe.

She entered their world by accident.
Now there's no way out-except through fire.

In the world of mafia kings, love isn't soft.
It's brutal. It's twisted. And it always comes with a price.

Tw:
Mention of self-harmAll Rights Reserved

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