Beautiful but Broken

"Just stay the hell away from me! You act like you know me so well, that you could see throw me like x-ray vision. But guess what?! You know nothing! No one knows!" My voice cracks at the end. I feel so weak and broken in front of his watch full eyes.
Ever since he came here my life has taken a 360. He is slowly breaking down all my walls. Breaking me inside. Does he not realize I am already broken. Broken a long time ago, broke beyond repair.
"How can a girl like you be so beautiful, but so broken all at once. I can see the pain your eyes hold. Sorrows that run so deep inside you. Demons fighting to control your mind. I can hear your always calm, slow intake of breath. Trying to always remain emotionless, empty, and plain. " he pauses and gazes up at me with a bewildered look. "You have faced so many things alone. Thing you refuse to speak of. I will never push to tell me. But i will push to help you." he says leaving me speechless. My mouth opening and closing like a fish, so he continues. "I cannot stand by and watch another person die slowly, day by day. I swear on his life, no matter how hard you push me away I will forever fight to help you in any way I can." Cody finishes. His eyes darken as he turns to the mountains around us.
Why can he not realize is that I am to far gone I cannot be helped.