i don't wanna be me . . .
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- 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙧𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨 𝙨𝙠𝙞𝙣, 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 . . .
After a staggering loss leaves you sprinting to the solace of a fresh start, you trade a life filled with rumours and self-isolation for something completely anew. An entirely foreign college with the tie of a singular friend ends up warping into a complex web of new and old, that harsh branding seemingly chasing wherever you go.
While fighting to keep a fragile sense of mind afloat, the patchwork of long forgotten and recent relationships mesh into your current. A single group invading every aspect of your life, and for once you're willing to release the reins and follow fate.
What happens when you find a reflection of yourself - an instinct to lash out, sleep-craving eyes, and the hole of a missing part, staring back at you?
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eren x fem reader. aot college au. slow burn. dark content. explicit topics. 18+
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