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Useless fears
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Ongoing, Unang na-publish Jun 28, 2025
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Adrian does kickboxing and basketball in his school. As the top athlete of the year, he is an arrogant young man who hides his insecurities of not being enough.

A new exchange student arrives in the school. He has everything: good looks, kindness, and what Adrian envies the most: good grades. However, Nathanial has a secret: He's gay.

Secrets are shared between the two, and things get messy. Will Adrian be able to accept his feelings for Nathanial or will he fuck it all up?

High school part is a memoir. Names are changed and some stories in real life are mixed together. Genders are also changed.

Starting from the second part, it will be a fictional story.

(Includes crossover with my other series, Writing a relationship.)

TW: homophobia, internalized homophobia, sexism, misogyny, sexual assault, coercion, pedophilia, bullying
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19th Century Love: Holy Possession (BL) ni sincerelyyoursmaiii
27 parte Ongoing
What will happen if two souls of the same gender intertwine with each other? Would you call it fate or a tragic love story? When Sebastian Leopold Ashbourne, an infamous marshal and the ultimate weapon of the imperial family, with a frigid personality as cold as ice, has led another victory in war, an offering for blessings awaits him at the temple, which he despises to the core. There, he meets the newly appointed priest, Julianne, whose voice is as soothing as the melody of a lullaby. Sebastian feels at ease whenever he is around him, leading him to crave more of his attention, which pulls Julianne deeper into the gentle personality he shows, contrasting with the rumors. "If loving you was a sin, then I'll gladly take God's punishment with open arms..." Sebastian whispers to the air as he affectionately touches the letter with his lips. Will the unconditional love between a devout worshipper of God and a noble soldier blossom in a time and place where loving someone of the same gender is considered an infectious disease? Only time will tell...... Hola! This is the very first series of 19th Century Love: Holy Possession! I hope you all have fun reading! Don't forget to show your support and reach me on my Instagram for any recommendations! Warning: This is a Bl novel, so if you are homophobic then don't bother reading! Thank you! Follow me on insta: @maiii.dearest #bl #boyslove #history #noblexcommoner #priestxnoblesoldier #drama #yaoi #tragedy #uncondionallove #love #romance #coldblooded #lovestory
The Accidental Love ni amanjotkaur406
14 mga parte Kumpleto
A love story started with an accident. He loved him but didn't know how to tell him. He writes it down in his diary but didn't get the chance to give it to him. ************ It's been 2 years, and he is still in a coma. He still doesn't know how I feel. Every day I just thought if I will ever be able to tell him that how much I regret teasing him. How much I regret that I'm not the one laying here but him. ************** Hello everyone. It's a "boys love" story. If you are not comfortable with it then please don't read. I have done my duty and gave you an alert. Now if you don't want to read it, it's your loss. This story is full of fun and only fun. It will be an awesome but sweet love story. For further stirring occasionally stay tuned. love you all.
Adrian [BxB] ni sophieflorajpg
27 parte Ongoing
Alone. Abandoned. Shattered. These three words capture the life of Adrian Flower. After losing everything he held dear, he is forced to move to Sweden to live with his distant aunt and her family. But his hope for solace is short-lived: his aunt promptly sends him to a strict boarding school, eager to keep him out of sight. And there is a reason she despises him-a dark, unspoken secret that may change everything. __________ Start: 03/09/2025 End: __________ ⛧boys love ⛧fantasy, supernatural, youngadult ⛧disclaimer: english isn't my native language/mother tongue. please ignore grammar or spelling mistakes. you can say if something is wrong and i change it but say it in a friendly way. ⛧trigger warning: A LOT of swearing!! ⛧plagiarism is a crime!!! I worked so hard on this, please accept. ⛧STOP PROMOTING YOURSELF IN THE COMMENTS. THAT'S SO DISRESPECTFUL! ©Sophie
~Soulmate~ ni eccentric_kitty
56 mga parte Kumpleto
(Immature and fetus writing, meaning cringe.) °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° "Garbages aren't supposed to be laying on the floor, aren't they?" "I'm doing all this for you to be alive..." °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° This story is about Lee Adrian and Kim Nevan. Lee Adrian is a topper in high school and is also the son of a CEO of Lee Companies. Kim Nevan is an average student in school and is a victim of child abuse. Lee Adrian is kind of a bully (he only bullies average students) and Nevan is really quite, simple student. Lee Adrian falls in love with Kim Nevan at the first day of the school but hides his feelings. Kim Nevan too falls for him but has no self confidence in him to ask Lee Adrian out. Will they confess each other about their feelings? Will nevan's life change after? Read more to find out 😉 °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° This story includes: ~ boy x boy ~kissing scenes (I'll inform at the beginning of the chapter) ~ a lot of cuss words ~ abuse (again I'll inform at the beginning of the chapter) ~ no smut ( No hate to lgbt or anyone in this story. And also, I'll be sorry if there are any wrong spellings or grammatical errors. THIS IS JUST A FANFIC.) ~Thank You to all beautiful souls here for choosing this story💜 ~ Love y'all
A Bite and a Howl ni ValkyrieWrites
24 mga parte Ongoing Mature
Vinn's about to turn 18 when he finds out his whole life's been a lie. Suddenly, he's thrown into a school full of vampires and werewolves, and other supernatural creatures-though the vampires and werewolves are natural enemies, which makes things... tense. Now he's stuck figuring out who he really is, what he's hiding, and why everything feels way more complicated than it should. Oh, and falling for someone he definitely shouldn't doesn't help. Secrets, danger, and maybe a little love-welcome to Vinn's new reality. Warnings Contains: Boy love, MxM, Bullying, Teen fiction Sexual content Bullying Possible SA? This is my first Wattpad post, so please be kind and respectful. I'm still learning. Hope you guys enjoy it.
i hate u | bxb ni immajust_vaporize
40 parte Kumpleto Mature
Amar and Adrian have never gotten along. Amar has had to deal with quite a bit of bullying due to the smaller boy and his friends, although it's annoying and makes things hard he deals with it. But maybe, just maybe Adrian has a reason for the way he treats Amar. And maybe, just maybe a school field trip will change everything... --- ⚠️⚠️ *strong language and use of homophobic slurs* *homophobia and transphobia* *some parent issues* *some nfsw/smut scenes* Just a heads up that the beginning of this story is not written the best both with grammar and plot, in my opinion. Not sure when I'll have time/motivation to edit so just bare with it for now :) Enjoy!! - - - #1 in Bisexual and Bisexuality (September 6th 2021)
Our Love obsession ni GoddessMiracleJ
13 parte Kumpleto Mature
Best friends since children, Evan swore to protect Vincent. At any cost. Can they overcome the obstacles that challenge their friendship? MATURE AS HELL (WATTPAD KEEPS CHANGING MY RATING LOL) GAY AS HELL READ AT YOUR OWN RISK ⚠️kinda toxic, kinda wholesome •Part 1• -12 chapters
Maybe? ni ylashawnc
23 parte Ongoing Mature
Adrian is in his last year of high school, and is forced to get a job within three days by his parents. Fortunately he finds one from his friend's help and is now mentoring little kids for soccer. The pay isn't good, but it's something to get his parents off his back while still doing what he loves, but then this all comes back to bite him in the butt. You see Adrian has never once acted upon his interest in men only admired them from afar, because he was too scared but this man . . . this man could tell Adrian the sky was pink and Adrian would not question the statement. Adrian fell in love with Patrick, a young, intelligent, flippino, and crazy hot man. But Adrian's past comes back to haunt him that will crumble everything he worked hard for. With his last year in school, the stress from his parents, troubling relationships, and harboring hate for his brother will Adrian make it out of this terrible life he was given or will he succumb through it and continue to fall down the deep black abyss.
Falling For The Rival ni caffeinatedgirl27
18 parte Kumpleto
Highest rank in teen fiction - #60 His tongue trails down from my jawline towards my neck. His hands beneath my shirt trying to feel each fibre of my skin. His hands raking over my body has increased the spark within me. "Ash..." I moaned his name I didn't even realise I was crying. He stopped. He puts me down and kissed my forehead. He holds my hands and looks into my eyes. I see pain and agony in his eyes. "Crystal you are the best girl I have ever met. You are everything I ever wanted. I love you but I can never be yours. The life I live is not good for you. You are good without me and you have to understand that." He finally confessed. "I love you Ash. And even if you could never be mine. I am always yours." Crystal who is just a death threat in Westwood High School meets the new boy Asher who is the human form of Greek God. Crystal is extremely smart and rebel but not at all plastic where as Asher is just one smart ass and a sweetheart guy but still a mystery. The two instantly become rival. Through their final year secrets get unveiled and turn of events take place. Is it just another teenage story? Maybe or maybe not. Read and find out what's in store for you. It's my first time I am writing a book so please ignore grammatical mistakes and typos. I would be typing the whole thing on my cell phone so there may be many typos.
Look After You ni vinylplanets
25 parte Kumpleto Mature
Chicago had never greeted the Valentines with open arms. Instead it greeted them with a slap in the face and reality served on a silver platter. Living with such a large family and such a small income was harder than anyone could have imagined especially when your best form of income comes from your mom being a hooker. Alexander is a middle child in the large family. At the prime age of fourteen he's starting to become confused about many things in his life such as where he fits in, what he wants to do when he's older and his sexuality. Nolan is in the same boat. Though he is not part of the Valentine family he got the privilege of living down the street from them. He had a slightly smaller family with only a slightly better income. But the only things Nolan feels he needs is astronomy, books and his best friend Alexander who is always getting them into trouble. TRIGGER WARNINGS : suicidal thoughts/mentions, abuse, underage drinking, some sexual content, cussing. If there's any questions about the triggers feel free to message me to ask started: November 1st, 2018 completed: November 30th, 2018
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19th Century Love: Holy Possession (BL)

27 parte Ongoing

What will happen if two souls of the same gender intertwine with each other? Would you call it fate or a tragic love story? When Sebastian Leopold Ashbourne, an infamous marshal and the ultimate weapon of the imperial family, with a frigid personality as cold as ice, has led another victory in war, an offering for blessings awaits him at the temple, which he despises to the core. There, he meets the newly appointed priest, Julianne, whose voice is as soothing as the melody of a lullaby. Sebastian feels at ease whenever he is around him, leading him to crave more of his attention, which pulls Julianne deeper into the gentle personality he shows, contrasting with the rumors. "If loving you was a sin, then I'll gladly take God's punishment with open arms..." Sebastian whispers to the air as he affectionately touches the letter with his lips. Will the unconditional love between a devout worshipper of God and a noble soldier blossom in a time and place where loving someone of the same gender is considered an infectious disease? Only time will tell...... Hola! This is the very first series of 19th Century Love: Holy Possession! I hope you all have fun reading! Don't forget to show your support and reach me on my Instagram for any recommendations! Warning: This is a Bl novel, so if you are homophobic then don't bother reading! Thank you! Follow me on insta: @maiii.dearest #bl #boyslove #history #noblexcommoner #priestxnoblesoldier #drama #yaoi #tragedy #uncondionallove #love #romance #coldblooded #lovestory

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