Not High, Just In Love!

My feets are trembling, whole body shivering as I try to walk but my legs are stuck to the ground.

It feels difficult to breath.

Tears starts oozing out of my eyes as I try my best to breathe.

But I can't.

I can't cry.

I am strong.

I never cry.

I can't cry now when they need me the most.

But why he have to leave me.

Alone in this hell of a world.

Knowing that if he left I would break.

Suddenly I am engulfed in a tight embrace.

It's him.

"I...D-don't....K-k-know why..... g-god is s-s-so cruel....to m-me"

I say while trying my best to breathe.

"Shhh.. breathe sweetheart"

He says while rubbing this hands on my hair trying his best to soothe the pain griping my heart.

"But why always me"

"I know it is hurt. But you should know whatever happen I will never ever in my wildest dream leave you"

"Really?"

"Yes my love"

"But you know destiny is cruel it always snatch away my happiness like it did now"

I cry my heart out in his embrace. Cause I know for a fact that, this is the only place I can be the most miserable or vulnerable.

He is my home.

Every one leave me.

But now he is all I have.

But will I be able to keep him with me forever??

I have to make sure he is with me forever, he is the sole reason for my existence I cannot let anyone take him away, ever.

He is and will be mine forever.

Even if death do us apart.