How to Love a Loser • I AM NOT OKAY WITH THIS

Belle Lewis- also known as birdie, was never supposed to be the main character.
With a golden-boy older brother and the kind of effortless popularity she never asked for, Birdie's always just tried to blend in. But that changes when she befriends Sydney Novak-quiet, volatile, and hiding something way bigger than a bad attitude.
Then there's Stanley Barber, the weird kid with a record player obsession and the biggest heart Birdie's ever known. The more time she spends with him, the more she finds herself falling-hard.
But something dark is unraveling in their small town. Sydney is changing, and not in a normal puberty kind of way. As Birdie gets pulled deeper into Sydney's dangerous powers and her brother's manipulations, she has to choose: stay safe in the shadow of her brother's spotlight, or step into the chaos and finally become her own person.
High school is weird. Love is weirder. And some secrets can literally blow up in your face.