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Not poetry, not a novel. Just words. Messy, confusing, and unnerving words. This isn't a collection of deep beautiful poems, just me sharing everything. My deepest secrets and darkest thoughts. This is my attempt to confront myself. To hopefully find peace in myself, and for you to feel less alone. This book contains triggering topics such as sexual assault, self-harm, mental illness, etc. Each chapter contains its own trigger warning. Read with caution
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Suicidal

This is the story of an abused teenage girl, Maddie. Her need to die has become overwhelming and she is trying to find a way to help herself before she does something she may regret. The story is told from her point of view as she recalls all that has happened to her. Maybe telling her story will help her, maybe not. This isn't just any other sob story. This is more realistic. You may even find yourself comparing your life to Maddie's while reading this story. Disclosure: I wrote this as a 13-year-old and the writing is definitely not up to my current standards, but I feel as though changing what I have already written would take away from the emotion I put into this story at 13 years old. If you'd like an updated and more well-written version, please read my other story entitled "Remembering". TW/CW: domestic violence, child abuse, sexual assault, depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation

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