Gone away || Kim Seungmin
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Contenido adultoConcluida dom, feb 1, 20261h 38m
Seungmin lost someone he truly loved - someone he cherished more than anything.
With the idol life weighing heavy on him - the endless hate comments, the pressure, the constant work - It's all become too much.
And now that she's gone, taken from him forever...
What's the point of him being here too, right?
Warnings:
Self harm
Suicide
Depression
Mentions of death
Mentions of abuse
(I think that's it?)
English is not my first language so please spare me. For that and for making our boy suffer so much.
Enjoy!!!
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