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Animal I've Become

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Bucky has come home. He's changed. He's broken, both mentally and physically, but he can't let Steve know just how much of the war he brought home. He doesn't want Steve to see that he isn't the same boyfriend as he was before he left. Only Sam knows the truth. But how long before Steve sees all of the new Bucky?

This story contains:
panic attacks, PTSD, memories and descriptions of war, hostage/torture discussion, depression struggles, minor character death, and a brief mention of cancer. Also, yes, there is sexual content.
Please consider you're own mental health before reading thisAll Rights Reserved

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The Winter Soldier by ElizaIsTheMonster

"He was the first person I ever fell for, he was also the first person who ever broke my heart." When Alaska reappears after the blip her aunt refuses to let her back into her childhood home. With nowhere else to go Sam lets Alaska stay with him until she decides what to do next. What Alaska doesn't know is that Sam also extends his hospitality to a certain Ex-assasin. When Alaska meets Bucky for the first time she is mesmerized. Not only by his looks but also by his kind and caring soul. Still battling the demons of his past, Bucky doesn't want anyone to get hurt anymore-especially not Alaska. But she has a way of wiggling herself through the cracks of the wall he has built around his heart and it is hard to stay away from her. This is a short little story I wrote this summer and its also the first story I have ever written...so please be nice to me lol. Anyways I hope you enjoy the story  Feel free to leave any comments or constructive criticism. Bucky and Sam arent my charakters and all rights belong to Marvel

Different as Night and Day (Winterfalcon) by Jymsin_Winters

⚠️TW: Mentions of Trauma, Violence, some Gore⚠️ DO NOT COPY THIS ON ANY OTHER WEBSITES WITHOUT GIVING ME CREDIT. Bucky didn't mean for this to happen. Why couldn't he just like a peaceful life? Live a little life in a little apartment with his little nightmare issues... But of course Steve had to find him and take him back to the Avengers compound. How was he supposed to face the people he almost killed if he's haunted by the ones he really did? How can he face the crush he's been hiding from everyone even himself? Sam didn't care. He didn't. He didn't care about the trauma filled puppy that Steve brought home. He didn't even want to meet the guy who ripped out his steering wheel ON THE HIGHWAY. But then he finally got to know the soldier. What is he gonna do when he can't help but fall into those steel blue eyes? Just a story about Sam and Bucky. FYI: This story doesn't acknowledge IW or Endgame. Stony is there eventually too. Clint is away with his family. Send me suggestions if you guys have any!!

Saving Bucky-Rewrite by BuckyFanFics

⚠️18+ only. Under 18, DNI⚠️ Bucky POV: I escaped Hydra 1 year ago, and have been on the run from S.H.E.I.L.D. ever since. I've managed to fly under the radar this long, stayed to myself. It was easier this way. I have done so much damage, hurt too many people already. I couldn't risk it. I was ok being alone, at least I thought I was. Until I met her. Olivia POV: I hated this town. I've lived here 5 years now, and all I wanted to do was escape. I moved here for a man. First mistake. Will never do that again. I have been working full time in a small, dark dive bar. I had a few friends, but I work so much so I mainly socialize with my regulars that come into the bar. I was numb to my life basically. Then he walked in. I do not own any of the characters that I use from Marvel or and if the images. This story takes place around the time of Captain America Civil War, so it does not follow the actual story line.

Enemies to Lovers: Bucky X Reader by lilapurpleread

After Tony and the rest of the avengers had found you laying in a forest with barely any memories of your previous life, you became an avenger yourself. You are super strong and fast and have powers that you are hiding, but to what cost? After your first encounter goes really bad, Bucky Barnes is introduced to the team as a new member and the two of you can't stand each other. For a while, you guys make each others life hell, but slowly you start having a feeling that this might grow into something other than hatred... What will happen? What does Bucky have to do with your past and why can't you remember what your life was like before joining the avengers? Disclaimer: I will use curse words. Chapters with smut will be highlighted as such. And yes: There will be smut ;) I am very sorry for possible grammar or vocabulary mistakes. English is not my native language and I have been out of practice for a while, but I will try my very best to make this story as enjoyable for you as possible :) I will look over chapters I have published from time to time in order to correct possible mistakes or word a few things differently :) *** I DON'T OWN THE CHARACTERS! THIS IS A FANFICTION FROM THE POINT OF VIEW OF A FEMALE ORIGINAL CHARACTER ***

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Sergeant James Barnes thought he knew what he wanted in life. He went to war as a young confident soldier who thought he could cope with anything - safe in the knowledge that the person he loved the most would always be there for him. But then he is broken. Abused. All he wants is to get back to Steve, back to a life that now does not exist. He may as well be in Hell. Perhaps he is. You never asked for this life. It chose you. And you are forced to watch as the man you love is turned into something else - something he would find horrifying. All you can think is that he needs to be reunited with his first love to be saved...but where will that leave you? Spanning over 70 years and three lifetimes, this is the story of the Winter Soldier.

The Fluffy Adventures of Yelena and Bucky by Em1The2Crispy3

That night he pressed a paper into her hands and told her to run, to burn the paper, to never stray from its words, had an impression on her life that she'd never really talked about. But it affected everything. "You're gonna run like hell when you get to out onto the street. Don't stop. Don't ever stop," Was it still worth it, curled up on the cement floor? Yes. Knowing that what you're doing is good doesn't ensure that it'll ever be easy. Bucky learned that many years ago in his childhood, and over again in World War Two. So why was the world still trying to teach him that, after everything he'd been through? Pain, pain, pain, for every choice you try to make yourself. Being yourself causes the pain... that was what Hydra taught him. What Hydra wanted him to believe. And he wished he didn't have to believe it, but it was true. Of course she didn't want to lie to him. He was like hope in the darkness, even when he was part of the darkness. Every time he went through shit, he inspired her. That night when he'd pressed a paper into her hands and told her to run, to burn the paper, to never stray from its words, had had an impression on her life that she'd never really talked about. But it affected everything. Cover by @planetaryfire (thanks so much!)

The Long Nights of Winter - An Alternative Bucky Barnes Story by SJSmith56

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The Mechanic || 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘳 ✓ by planetaryfire

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