Ava
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  • Reads 62
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  • Parts 4
  • Time 13m
Ongoing, First published May 13, 2015
Mature
My mother thinks I'm fully depressed and belong in an asylum.
I think the world and the people in it are full of shit.
My name is Ava Scott. And I'm not fucked up. I swear.
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you? You did that? ... She asked tears streaming down her eyes Trust me love! I never did that... I' could never!!! You were the only one I wanted!!!.... Came my reply What about the proof? How are you gonna justify them? One can lie but what about her? She wouldn't lie to me right? She told me everything that happened between you and her!!!!! She screamed Idk what proof you're talking about but trust me! Please believe me love I never did that! I would never! I cried being helpless I told you I'll snatch her away from you just the way you did! She was never yours to begin with! She was mine always and forever!! She left you! Are you dreaming? She left you she fucking left you! She ain't coming to you ever again! You son of a bitch! What did you do! Why did you do that!??? FUCKING SPEAK UP! it was easy! Asking your past lovers to help me out and guess what? They did and she being naive believed her!