"And think not that you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course". Khalil Gibran
Simon Riley wasn't a religious man and never believed in angels, but he definitely believed in demons. He'd met them personally. Now essentially dead to the world, he existed, haunted by the demons of his own tragic past, so the idea of there being any goodness left in the world, was an abstract concept that only seemed to apply to other people. As far as he was concerned, the curse that had tainted his whole sorry life, meant that he never would have that opportunity to experience anything other than pain and sorrow. So when the universe, in it's warped sense of timing, finally thought it appropriate to bring him an angel, his negativity and suspicious nature, almost allowed it to pass him by.
This work was originally meant to be a short story inspired by "Cry of a Banshee by Blackbriar". However, it merged into another story arc I was writing, and grew from there.
Sensitivity warning - story does have some dark elements of violence and talk of suicide.
Howl [COD Simon Ghost Riley & John Soap Mactavish AU]
26 partes Concluida Contenido adulto
26 partes
Concluida
Contenido adulto
"You think vampires are hot because you want to be craved so badly that your presence sustains another person."
Simon Riley had his life stolen more than once, and somehow he chose to keep standing, walking, fighting. He hadn't lost that desire to put things right in the world.
It seemed other humans did sustain him, in a way. In a way he despised and railed against. But still, he clung to the fringes of their lives, driven by the idea that if he couldn't have a life of his own, the next best thing is making sure they didn't suffer the same. Eventually, someone saw him, gave him some routine, some purpose, and he clung to that like a life line.
He would never have a normal life. He supposed he had never really wanted one.
But every once in a beautiful blue moon, something showed up that filled him with earth-shattering, grave-digging sadness at the knowledge that it wasn't an option.
CW: Check tags. There will be some blood, and talk of Simon's past trauma including SA.