Touch Starved
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Last published Mon, Sep 29, 2025
[BL / MXM]
"The way I look at you, the way I think about you, it's sick. It's horrifying. If you knew me, you would hate me."
Tao's voice broke as he spoke, looking up at the boy hovering above him. But Jay was completely unfazed. He smiled slightly, leaning down closer to Tao.
"I don't care how fucked up in the head you think you are," Jay mumbled. "That look on your face every time I touch you? I want that to be mine forever."
There's a darkness in everyone. Some is worse than others. While for most, high school is a time to discover who you are, Tao has something else in mind. He knows who he is, and he wants to find an outlet for his dark desires. And Jay, the friendly and outgoing ball of light in everybody's lives? He's the last person who should be enabling an outcast loner like Tao. He has a bright future and abundant friends, things Tao never had and doesn't want. Yet the unlikely pair find a solace in each other, and both Tao and Jay find out just how dark it can get when you find someone who will be on your side no matter what.
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