Finding my light
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in this story a girl named Avery who had never smiled since she lost everyone she loved, only as a eight year old trying to reach her sisters last goal, beeing so free that you can live the life that you always wanted to have. But Avery never saw a reason to live after the death of everyone, she did not want to live at all. She only lived for her sisters dream of beeing free. But to do so she would need to be happy and create a world where is no judgement, no rude people , and no one to harm anyone. But Avery knew that this wasn't possible at all, so first she tried to find a reason to live, actually not only for somoene else but for herself. she tried everything but nothing really makes her happy. But one day she saw a guy a a festival she and one of her ,friends' went to that reminded her of her sister. He had such a bright smile and such charming happy looking eyes when he came in,and the entire crowd shouted his name with heart eyes. something about him really annoyed Avery but somehow she also thought he was ,interesting'
this story is the first one where I actually am making up everything myself so I hope I am not doing big mistakes with the characters or the story in total. also english is not my first language so it might not be perfect sorry for that.
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-self harm
-suidide
-Abuse
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