Between Her Hands and God
In a world that rarely makes room for girls like her, Deejay Jackson moves through life with quiet strength and untold scars. At 20 years old, she's tall, dreadheaded, masc-presenting, and intersex - born with both softness and edge, both woman and something the world struggles to name without shame. After surviving three years of childhood sexual abuse and growing up in a home led by a single mother raising five kids, Deejay has finally started to find her footing - reconnecting with her family, embracing poetry, and slowly letting herself breathe again.
Sharon, also 20, comes from a deeply religious Black home where silence is sacred and image is everything. Feminine, sweet, and still figuring herself out, she's known since high school that she likes women. But her family, especially her mother Miss Eleanor, doesn't make space for that kind of truth. Not openly. Not safely. And definitely not when it comes to someone like Deejay.
When a summer of chance reunions and unsaid feelings finally brings Deejay and Sharon closer, the chemistry is undeniable - but so is the weight of their worlds. What begins as stolen glances and heartfelt texts blooms into a slow-burn bond thick with tension, poetry, faith, and desire. But their love is shadowed by fear - of rejection, of judgment, of what it means to be fully seen.
Through late-night drives, heated game nights, and balcony confessions, they find themselves inching closer - not just to each other, but to the parts of themselves they've both been taught to silence.
This is a story of longing and restraint, family chaos and chosen tenderness, faith and unlearning, shame and softness. It's about two Black women navigating what it means to be whole in bodies and homes that have tried to break them.
And when they finally meet in the middle - messy, vulnerable, and unafraid - it's not just about falling in love.
It's about fighting for the right to.
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