A New Start and a Past to Forget
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Last published Wed, Jul 22, 2015
( I don't own the cover, just something I found on google)
I looked at the mirror, all the memory's of the past came back.
I hated everything there, the body he held, the hair he once said was beautiful, the eyes he looked in, and the ugly person he said he loved.
Why can't I stop thinking about the past.....
I..is it because I feel he still loves me....
No ..
He's the reason I'm this way, the reason I can't love this broken body , this garbage in a costume.
I just needed to for get him... That's why I left in the first place.... Right?
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