Depressing Rambles (mega trigger warning)

This is really just a collection of poems that I feel the need to write. There is no point or story, but they aren't pleasant so trigger warning I guess and read at your own risk.
Btw this writing is really bad quality it's just nice to get my feels out there
TW in order
1- self harm
2- abusive relationship, loneliness
3- major self harm, suicide, not for the faint of heart
4- suicidal implications