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Hate You, Still Love You

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"I don't even know if I'm mad at you... or at myself for still caring."

When Emily (22) walks into Claudia Sulewski's birthday party, the last person she expects to see is Billie Eilish - the girl she once loved and the reason she hasn't written a real song since they were seventeen. Billie looks different now: brown hair, storm-blue eyes, and a gaze so cold it could burn.

They haven't spoken in five years.

They were once everything to each other - best friends turned almost lovers - but something tore them apart before either of them had the guts to say how they really felt. Now, surrounded by mutual friends, reckless parties, intense games, and late-night confessions, Emily and Billie are forced back into each other's orbit.

Billie pretends she hates her. Emily pretends she's moved on.
But the truth?
They're still in love - and neither of them knows how to handle it.

Jealousy burns. Memories return. And in the chaos of rooftop nights, secret glances, and dangerously honest dares, the past and present begin to collide.

This is not a reunion. This is unfinished business

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What he doesn't know | Billie Eilish by mommyb1ll1e

Juliette Smith has always been the girl with the big heart. The one who puts others first, the one her brother swore to protect at all costs. Living under Jonathan's roof in LA was supposed to be temporary, just until she found her footing again. But then Billie Eilish walked into their world. What starts as harmless, the superstar hanging around her brother's studio, late-night conversations in their kitchen, quickly turns into something dangerous. Something neither of them can afford to feel. Because Billie is Jonathan's best friend. And Juliette? She's the one person Jonathan would never let her be with. Loving her means lying to him. Wanting her means risking everything. But some things are impossible to hide.

skinny //b.e. by 1ust4life

"hey i was wondering if you could direct a music video for me? your work on charli's music video was insane" she says clearly looking nervous. "yeah sure. we can set up a meeting and talk about what you want" i smile. "okay. yeah i'll text you" she smiles awkwardly. "okay" i nod softly. "okay i'm gonna... go" she chuckles awkwardly.

Ring Bearer by billiesauthorLopez

Lelani Aurora Gomez, aka Lela, is an ER Nurse located in Anaheim. A city half an hour away from L.A. She loves music, her cat, and of course. The motorcycle life. Lela loves the independent, high standard lifestyle, but all of that changes when her and her friends bought themselves tickets to Billie Eilish's HIT ME HARD AND SOFT concert. She got pit of course, and finds herself involved with Ms. Eilish when one of her rings go missing.. A/N: This story will contain smut, graphics, cursing, and this is your ONLY warning. If you do not like it, you may leave or skip over it.

The Art of Unraveling | ℬ𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾ℯ ℰ𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒽 by bbybillslvr

Juline's job is simple on paper. keep the schedule tight, the rumors quiet, and Billie Eilish exactly where she needs to be. But nothing about this tour is simple. Juline Moreau is an French manager. Cool, flawless, unshakable. At least, that's what she wants everyone to believe. But Billie? She's unpredictable. Magnetic. Impossible to keep in line. Between sold-out shows, relentless fans, and sleepless nights in unfamiliar cities, Juline starts to realize that holding everything together might be harder than she thought. Because sometimes the hardest part of the job isn't the world watching- it's what happens when no one else is looking. --- ⚠️ This story includes: smut, mental health issues and maybe violence

billie eilish // behind the camera by daddyb1ll1e

At 22, Madison Cole is an aspiring actress with every advantage-wealth, connections, and a last name that opens doors in Hollywood. But privilege doesn't guarantee talent or fame, and Madison is eager to prove she's more than just a product of nepotism. When her powerful father orchestrates a PR relationship between her and global pop star Billie Eilish, Madison reluctantly agrees, knowing it could fast-track her rise. What begins as a carefully staged performance soon gets complicated. Billie is magnetic, guarded, and nothing like Madison expected. As their fake relationship plays out under the relentless gaze of the public, real feelings start to surface-blurring the line between spotlight and sincerity. What will spark when the cameras stop rolling?

still want you | billie eilish by conncinnityy_

We were twelve and thirteen when we met. She was the prodigy. I was the girl in the seats. We became inseparable. Billie Eilish taught me how to trust green rooms, group chats, and secrets whispered during warmups. I learned her laugh, her moods, the way she'd call me Mel like it meant something. I didn't realize I was in love with her until years later-after the pet names, the late-night calls, the almosts we never talked about. When we finally blurred the line-just us, no labels-it felt inevitable. Then she cut me off for a boy with a smirk and a spotlight. He found out about us. He made sure I knew I'd never be enough. I showed her what he sent. She chose him anyway. We haven't spoken since. Now I'm twenty-one, vegan, five feet of fury, chaos, and accidental fame. My sister Mya, my best friend Grace, and I are building something real. I swore I was done waiting for Billie to choose me. But the universe? Messy. Her music keeps finding its way into my life-and my work. People keep asking about us. And every time I see her name, I remember the way she used to look at me like I was hers. She says we're nothing. I remember everything. We're not friends. We're not over. And if she wants to pretend it didn't happen-fine. Let her watch while the whole world falls for the girl she walked away from.

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AKSHAT SINGHANIA - A literature professor in Singania Institute of Arts and Commerce. He is soft and caring person with a tough exterior, who doesn't believe in love or marriage because of his parent's broken relationship and his ex wife's betrayal. As a professor, he's dedicated to his work, and his no-nonsense attitude masks a softer side. AMRIT TRIPATHI - She is a straightforward but introvert student, embodying simplicity and honesty. While others vie for the attention of their stern professor, Akshat, Amrit remains unnoticed until life takes an unexpected turn. Her future dream is to become an writer and she is starting her PHD. However their fates intervened when Akshat had to marry Amrit for saving her from humiliation. Jump inside to join their journey ✨

Echoes of the Pit | Billie Eilish by MarchingDuke17

"Echoes of the Pit" follows Lena, a devoted Billie Eilish fan who forms an unexpected connection with the artist during a concert in Detroit. After struggling with post-concert depression, Lena impulsively buys a ticket to Billie's sold-out show in Manchester, UK, in hopes of recapturing the magic. As she navigates a new city alone, strange and mysterious events begin to unfold, leaving Lena questioning who-or what-might be watching her as she prepares for another life-changing night in the pit. ____________________ Achieved - #3 in #billieeilish - #5 in #vogue - #1 in #billiestan - #3 in #manchester

Under Oath | BWWM by BlairsPen

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Heer~THE UNWANTED DAUGHTER by saranya_writez

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What he doesn't know | Billie Eilish

Juliette Smith has always been the girl with the big heart. The one who puts others first, the one her brother swore to protect at all costs. Living under Jonathan's roof in LA was supposed to be temporary, just until she found her footing again. But then Billie Eilish walked into their world. What starts as harmless, the superstar hanging around her brother's studio, late-night conversations in their kitchen, quickly turns into something dangerous. Something neither of them can afford to feel. Because Billie is Jonathan's best friend. And Juliette? She's the one person Jonathan would never let her be with. Loving her means lying to him. Wanting her means risking everything. But some things are impossible to hide.