Hate You, Still Love You
- Reads 50,872
- Votes 1,507
- Parts 56
MatureComplete Fri, Sep 26, 20252h 20m
"I don't even know if I'm mad at you... or at myself for still caring."
When Emily (22) walks into Claudia Sulewski's birthday party, the last person she expects to see is Billie Eilish - the girl she once loved and the reason she hasn't written a real song since they were seventeen. Billie looks different now: brown hair, storm-blue eyes, and a gaze so cold it could burn.
They haven't spoken in five years.
They were once everything to each other - best friends turned almost lovers - but something tore them apart before either of them had the guts to say how they really felt. Now, surrounded by mutual friends, reckless parties, intense games, and late-night confessions, Emily and Billie are forced back into each other's orbit.
Billie pretends she hates her. Emily pretends she's moved on.
But the truth?
They're still in love - and neither of them knows how to handle it.
Jealousy burns. Memories return. And in the chaos of rooftop nights, secret glances, and dangerously honest dares, the past and present begin to collide.
This is not a reunion. This is unfinished business
🥉at #billie
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
You're Supposed To Be//Billie Eilish
"oh my god, help. i'm dead. her eyes. her eyes, dude." ----- obviously willow had heard of the famous billie eilish already, i mean, how could you not. but until then she'd never really cared who that eilish-girl was. scarred from her past, willow liked the new feeling of being appreciated and soon falls for the singer. although billie herself, has struggles to come clear with her own and new feelings for the other girl. are they supposed to be? ----- - strong language - brief mentions of suicide and depression - smut ----- achieved: 2 in #lesbian (april 2022) 4 in #gxg (july 2022) 2 in #billieeilish (august 2022) 1 in #wlw (august 2022) 1 in #concert (december 2022) 3 in #billie (march 2023) 1 in #finneas (april 2023)Complete
My Fake Girlfriend| billie eilish
~complete~ "I want to stop whatever this is! because I'm already falling for you!" A teen pop sensation billie eilish just had a break up, her team searches for a perfect person to pretend to be in a relationship with billie and thought that making billie date a girl would spark more attention to media. Until, they found athena, a typical college student. The two go on with their pretending. But what happens if their fake romance sparks one's feelings? TW: alcohol, anxiety, PTSD.Complete
The Girl Who Never Said Goodbye - B.E.
Billie and Ellie were inseparable-two kids growing up side by side, sharing dreams, secrets, and a bond that felt unbreakable. But one day, Ellie was gone. No warning, no goodbye-just silence. Torn away by a father who wouldn't let her explain, she left behind everything, including the one person she never wanted to hurt. Years later, Billie is a global icon, singing to millions but still haunted by the girl who vanished without a trace. And Ellie? She's been watching from the sidelines, keeping Billie close in the only way she can-through screens and songs and memories that never fade. When Finneas stumbles across Ellie's Instagram, everything changes. One message turns into a meeting, and a meeting turns into a second chance neither of them saw coming. With Billie's LA show just days away, Ellie agrees to be there-backstage, face to face with the past she's spent years avoiding. Some reunions are quiet. Some are messy. And some hit like a wave you thought you were ready for. Top Rankings Achieved- #1 nessabarrett #1 billieeilish #1 eilish #3 nessa #2 billie #6 gxgComplete
Fever Dream
I didn't go to that party looking for anything, if I'm being totally honest I didn't even want to go. But when her eyes caught mine, something in me shifted. My closed off self began to open up without warning. I've worked hard to build a life that looks beautiful from the outside-even if sometimes, I don't always feel beautiful on the inside. I've kept people at arm's length. I've told myself I'm fine being alone. Then Billie kissed me. And suddenly, I wasn't so sure about anything. This story is about us. About falling in love when you least expect it. About trust, and timing, and choosing each other again and again-even when it's scary. Even when it's messy. This is our Fever Dream. 🥇 eilish - 14.07.25 🥇 billieilishfanfic 14.07.25Complete
The Love Of Who's life?
"She's supposed to be the love of my life not yours" Amari shouted at me tears streaming down her face "Your stuck in a fantasy she was never yours to bring with" I yelled back When you and your bestfreind go to LA for your birthday y'all meet someone who y'all would have never expected . what happens when the "love" of your bestfriends life falls in love with you insteadComplete
UNFORGETTABLE // B.E
"you know, i haven't been able to get you off my mind," i admitted quietly. my hands were fidgeting a bit nervously on the tabletop. "i told you, i'm unforgettable," billie smirked as she leaned across the table. her eyes stay locked onto mine as she gave me an effortlessly charming smirk. ============================== sage vance was doing just fine in life until billie eilish, who was persistent to say the least, waltzed into her life. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== g!p ============================== started: 2/4/2022 ended: 3/10/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #wlw 3/7/2022Complete
somewhere in between
Madison Barrett never meant to fall into anyone's gravity. Twenty-two, vegan, and heartbreak-shy, she's more at home sketching in her journal or sharing quiet nights with her ride-or-die friends in Highland Park than chasing anything that feels too big, too fast, too... unreachable. But a weekend trip to Italy changes everything. A missed name. A shoulder nap on a stranger's flight. And blue eyes that stay with her longer than they should. That stranger? Billie Eilish - international icon, guarded heart, and Gracie Abrams' best friend. When their paths cross again unexpectedly at Gracie's Paris concert, Madison realizes the girl she brushed off, the one she slept against, and the one who's been showing up in her thoughts for days... are all the same person. What follows is a slow, messy, magnetic unraveling - of fear, of fame, of the walls they've both learned to live behind. Told with emotion, detail, and the kind of aching tension only a real connection can create, Somewhere In Between is a love story born between long flights, sleepless city nights, shared vegan meals, and the music that keeps pulling them back to each other - no matter how hard they try to resist. Because sometimes love doesn't hit all at once. Sometimes it waits in the in-between 4th in #billieeilish 20/6/2025 3rd in #billieeilish 21/6/2025 - 23/6/2025- 27/6/2025 🥇in #eilish 🥉in #eilish 🥈in #eilish 🥇 in #gracieabramesComplete
id let her
Juliana Cruz is 5 feet of glitter, guts, and quiet genius. Singer. Songwriter. Lesbian. Chronic overthinker. Fiercely loved only child. And very, very down bad for Billie Eilish. At 21, Jules has spent most of her life writing songs for other people's love stories-until a viral karaoke cover of Till Forever Falls Apart accidentally flips the spotlight onto her. Practically overnight, she's offered a record deal, shoved into the public eye, and faced with the one thing she's never had to do before: believe in herself. She's never hidden who she is. If you know Jules, you know she likes women. You know she loves loud, feels deeply, and flirts like it's an art form. With her two best friends-YouTube icons Larray and Tara Yummy-riding shotgun, and her cousin Mitch producing her debut album Think Later, Jules dives headfirst into the chaos of fame, queer identity, and what it means to finally stop playing it safe. She's funny like Sabrina Carpenter, soft like Gracie Abrams, chaotic like Tate McRae in 4-inch platforms-and the crush she's nursed on Billie Eilish for years? It's no joke. It's the kind of crush that could wreck her. The kind that makes her feel too much. But Billie doesn't even know she exists. Not yet. Because Jules has rules: 1. Think later. 2. Love louder. 3. And if Billie Eilish ever touched her? Kissed her? Wanted her? She wouldn't just fall. She'd let her.Complete
"oh my god, help. i'm dead. her eyes. her eyes, dude." ----- obviously willow had heard of the famous billie eilish already, i mean, how could you not. but until then she'd never really cared who that eilish-girl was. scarred from her past, willow liked the new feeling of being appreciated and soon falls for the singer. although billie herself, has struggles to come clear with her own and new feelings for the other girl. are they supposed to be? ----- - strong language - brief mentions of suicide and depression - smut ----- achieved: 2 in #lesbian (april 2022) 4 in #gxg (july 2022) 2 in #billieeilish (august 2022) 1 in #wlw (august 2022) 1 in #concert (december 2022) 3 in #billie (march 2023) 1 in #finneas (april 2023)
More detailsContent Guidelines