Forbidden words we must not say
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"No. No don't do that. Your words cut deeper than any knife ever could."
~ angsty, sad, romantic, all of that. Of course it's angst. Cuz it's me. And I'm fuckass bitch who would pick an angsty book, autumn time and a hot chocolate over anything. Anyways, enough about me and more about this sadass book-
Axel is a 16-year-old boy in care. He was never truely shown what "love" really is; more how to cover up a bruise with concealer. He has secrets. So many things rattling in his head he doesn't know what to do with them and what the consequences are.
Cyrus is the 'weirdo' at school. The nerd. Gets bullied. But what if the bullying gets too much? What is says and done that makes it too much? Well, you and Cyrus will both find out- a journey together.
(This book is going to be, well, in short, depressing. If you do not like this, please do not read. However, if you do, feel welcome to join the club! 🥰)
Oh and also, yes. This story does have an okay ending 😁
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