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Am I Alone?

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Votes 340
Parts 23
Time 3h 54m

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Eighth Grader Kang Ji-hoon's world brightens when Han Min-jae transfers to his school. Min-jae's radiant smile, easy charm, and even his intoxicating scent soon become Ji-hoon's reason to show up every day. But is it just friendship or something deeper?

Min-jae also carries dark secrets from his past, and their budding romance threatens to unravel when a dangerous stalker emerges...

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What makes this different?
This isn't just puppy love - it's about survival, healing, and finding your anchor in someone else's storm.

This is Ji-hoon's entire life journey - from a broken fourteen-year-old boy to a man who learns what it means to build a real family with the boy he truly love.

"Many love stories span seasons. This one spans a lifetime. From 'you are best friend' to 'you are my forever' - witness a love that transforms from salvation to celebration, from need to choice, from desperation to devotion."

Join thisjourney with me because  love stories don't end with 'happily ever after' - they begin with it.

#1 in loneliness 
#11 in confusionAll Rights Reserved

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You said you hated me,...... while all I did was love you. And the truth stabbed me like a dagger to the heart that you were never mine to love. You belonged to someone else, and I was just a foolish dreamer, blinded by my own feelings. Jisung is just a ghost in the life they used to share. A man who once loved too deeply and now walks with a heart turned to stone-broken beyond repair, his soul teetering between survival and surrender. Because when you love someone so deeply, they become your reason to breathe. What's left of you when they belong to someone else? - Genres: Melodrama/ Unrequited Love Turned Tragic/ Brutal/ Honesty, Hidden Secrets / From Friendship to Fracture /Emotional Collapse & Irreversible Distance.

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