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You left [SOUKOKU]
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Last published Tue, Mar 31, 2026
This is a fanfic of the ship soukoku, it's my first time writing a story, so bear with me please😓
This is NOT a one shot, why do some people skip some chapters😭😭
Some things about their teenage years are incomplete, but I don't know much apart from what was shown in the anime and I want the angst to be about their relationship itself.
Dazai and Chuuya started dating in secret at 17, then Dazai left the mafia without a word and they saw each other again 4 years later. Will they solve their differences? Talk things out? Or will they fall apart? Will their surroundings affect them?
They still love each other after all those years, but will that be enough to stay together?
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