When we fear what we are
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Last published Wed, Aug 13, 2025
Bloom has been in love with Apolo for years , watching him from far not daring to get close to him , she calls him her "forbidden love" .
she's not a "nerd" but she's quiet .
She doesn't express herself with others , not because she's afraid more so she doesn't think people care enough.
Apolo in the other hand doesn't care about anything rather than soccer , He hides in a mask only a few people know about ,he's cold and doesn't let anyone see his true self .
He's running from the pain, people think he has a perfect life but it's far from that .
What happens when apolo starts to notices bloom ? What happens when they happen to cross pats when college starts ?
"Nobody has a map to those freckles you have all over your body but me" -he's eyes look at me hurt , pain is all I can see in them - "I want it to only be me Bloom , please don't take my ocean eyes away".
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