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Saudade

littlegreyylover

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Reads 23
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Parts 2
Time 13m

littlegreyylover

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saudade
(n.) a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant, or that has been loved and then lost; "the love that remains"

Jackie Taylor and Shauna Shipman. Childhood best friends and soccer stars. However, everything changed once they got to high school and Jackie fell for jock, dickwad, idiot, (or any other adjective Shauna would use for him) Jeff Sadecki. Now Jackie rarely has time for poor Shauna and she is now left to stare longingly at her old best friend wrapped up in a swirl of teenage "love". But, Shauna knows it's not love. Shauna knows Jackie better than anyone and there for, loves Jackie more. Shauna can't explain the pain in her chest when she sees them together. Why her throat tightens and her fists clench when she sees them kiss. Shauna, however not as uppity as Jackie, was always prim and proper. She even tried to be catholic once so she knows what she is feeling is not romantic love... right? That's a sin in a religious sense and just down right disgusting in a societal sense. Yes, Shauna and Jackie have shared a few kisses at sleepovers but those were just for scientific purposes. They needed to know how to kiss so they could kiss boys, right? Then how come every kiss Shauna shared with greasy high school boys didn't ignite a flame in her chest like Jackie did. How come every time Jeff shoves his lips up against Jackie's, she squirms and inevitably meets Shauna's eyes?All Rights Reserved

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swallow | YELLOWJACKETS by wandamaximilfff

rip me open pull me apart at the seems take pieces of me out with your hands dissect me with a knife crush me between your fingers taste my sweetness on your tongue jackie taylor x fem oc

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"You know, you're quite the sweet talker. Who would've thought?" "You're impossible" "I've been told that a few times today" "I wonder why" ⟣⎯⟢⎯⫷⎯⟡⎯⫸⎯⟣⎯⟢ Jackie Taylor had always been the epitome of perfection- or at least, that's what everyone believed. With her effortless charm and magnetic presence, she ruled the halls of Wiskayok High. But beneath the polished veneer, Jackie harbored a secret animosity towards Callie Mendoza. It was a hatred born of frustration and confusion- although she would never admit it, the things she hated most about Callie were the very things she was drawn to. On the other hand, Callie Mendoza, ever-vigilant in maintaining her independence, would insist that Jackie Taylor drove her up the wall. Jackie was everything she'd distanced herself from- pristine, put-together, and beloved by everyone. At first glance, Jackie seemed like the embodiment of the superficial world Callie disdained. In truth, Jackie and Callie's mutual "hatred" was a façade that cloaked a deeper connection- a pull that transcended the boundaries they set. ⟣⎯⟢⎯⫷⎯⟡⎯⫸⎯⟣⎯⟢ GirlxGirl G!P Original Female Character

CRUSH IMAGINES by WordyRXM2005

"C/n stop, you're crushing me." I managed to get out a laugh despite me being out of breath. C/n's intense eyes were focused on mine. "I'm not crushing you. There's a word missing." My heart quickened and I stopped breathing. I got lost in his beautiful face. What the fuck. _________________ Just a bunch of fantasies. A kiss to any rival storm...with your crush. [Highest ranks #2 dreamy, #3 crushxreader, #12 imagines] (EDITING) Give it a try and enjoy it! WARNING: this may include harsh language and it was written by 12-13 year old me. I POST NEW CHAPTERS RANDOMLY. I may edit them too from time to time. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

hollow souls by pearlescennnn

𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐂 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐈 is a mystery wrapped in darkness no one dares to unravel. Pain and sin have been etched into his skin, coursing through his veins like poison. Broken and battered more times than he can count, his soul carries silent scars few will ever see, scars born from horrors no one should survive. He was forged in cruelty, dragged through self-destruction and numbness, with death lurking just beyond his grasp since the moment his life slipped away. Salvation? He never wanted it. Sex was the only friend who stayed. 𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐀 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐄 was once radiant, a bright light in a dark world, but now she's a hollow shell of numbness and despair. What stole her spark left her empty, drowning in a sea of pain she can barely swim through. The world feels distant, like something she watches through glass, untouched and untouchable. Desperate to feel anything, she turns to the bottle and the burn of her own scars. An angel's face with the devil's tongue, she's sin personified, broken beyond repair yet still unyielding. Their lives are raw wounds, bleeding into each other with every fight, every reckless touch. They destroy and salvage one another in a vicious cycle - he feels too much, and she feels nothing at all. Together, they are pain made flesh, sin made real, bound by a fierce, painful love that neither can escape. Can two hollow souls find salvation in each other, or are they doomed to break forever?

Whiteout by MJ_Isola

Rand lived in a peaceful but lonely world until Ciaran cracked the snow globe of his youth. Now, memories are flying through his mind as he finds himself alone during a winter storm. But, how can he be alone when he is still haunted by him? For adult eyes only #sitzfleisch #poioumenon #FAEO #ADC #Adultfic #completed Will the accumulating memories bury him or will Rand survive the storm? A peek inside: "In the midst of the kiss, Rand could not believe it was actually happening. Having spent so much time on the other side of the glass, where things are seen but not felt in the snowy world of gay adolescence, the kiss overtook his senses. He had to keep telling himself it was real--this was really happening. When this failed to restore his sense of reality, he reached for Ciaran with both hands. He placed his hands on each side of his neck. As his cool hands felt the warmth there, he convinced himself he was not dreaming, but this left him breathless. 'I'm not sure I can keep up.'" And, from further in: "In a culture that demands male stoicism, Rand was wholly uncertain about how men allowed themselves to be vulnerable with one another. Ciaran found this lack of knowing sweet and refreshingly attractive, and he went about showing Rand how things might be between men. This made Rand feel he could be intimate with Ciaran, but it also made him feel vulnerable. It fueled his fear that he would be unable to keep pace with Ciaran's experience with all he had yet to learn. But, desiring Ciaran, he committed to trying despite his lack of confidence."

Log Off (Lesbian) by Sennie_Hall

What do you do when you hate your husband? When you have become so isolated from everyone and everything, that you no longer have any say so over your own life. You log online. Shaynah was searching for a friend. A chat room to talk to people just to connect. What happens when you find yourself falling in love with someone? What happens when that someone is a woman? A stud. Shaynah had always liked women but she had been suppressing her urges for years. How can she admit to everyone else, what she is afraid to admit to herself. She want's to finally take control of her life and leave her miserable husband behind but can she find the courage? Will this sexy stranger make her take her love affair offline? Or will she simply play at love and at the end of the night log off. After all love in itself is a confusing thing. Throw in a husband, a sexy stranger and a jealous ex lover. It can be disastrous. Will love emerge for Shaynah or will drama weigh her down? You decide.

𝒋𝒐𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉, 𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒄𝒄𝒊𝒐 by serenecitrus

IN WHICH LAYNA FLORAKIS is a sugar sweet girl in a sugar sweet world, and natalie scatorrcio is quite the opposite, the most sour of them all, especially to layna. the two of them argue constantly ever day and are notorious for not getting along. well what happens when their plane crashes and they are forced to face the truth? natalie scatorrcio x fem oc authors note: HEYYY GIRLS ik what youre thinking, i have all these unfinished ffs and im making a new one? yes! nat is so wifey i had tooooo @serenecitrus

Shell Of A Man by ryanaureoholt

"I guess just spending time with some people fixes everything." Carrying the burdens of his past was Jason Smith. Numb. Emotionless. After all those years, what remained was just a shell of a human being. Dragging his life, one day at a time, because of the promises he made to his mother. Carrying the guilt of being the sole survivor of an accident was Raymond Holt. But, when life gave him a second chance to be alive, he accepted it with open arms. Burying the guilt deep inside, he lived his life to the fullest. He was quite the ray of sunshine. When the two guys first met at the NYU Law School, differences occurred, but eventually, they fell for each other. But, college love is young love, and it doesn't always withstand the hardships of life. Being oblivious to what they had found with each other broke their hearts, and they walked their separate ways. Years later, when they cross paths again, the circumstances are against them. Will they be able to overcome their differences? Will they be able to correct their mistakes and make up for the lost time? Most importantly, will they be able to move on from what transpired all those years ago? Read to find out. A/N: I don't know shit about the law. This is everything that I learned by watching Suits and How To Get Away With Murder. Correct me wherever needed. :)

My Step-Brother A Player?*COMPLETED* by TheGreatMysticArcane

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❛you say no one knows you so well,❜ 𔓘 Riley-James Taylor grew up an outsider inside her own home. The tainted child, unwanted and unloved. Her terrible choice making skills never affected her daily life as much as they should've. But, out in the Wilderness? A wrong choice can mean a death sentence. 𔓘 ❛but everytime you touch me, I just wonder how she felt.❜ 「Yellowjackets s1 - ? Yellowjackets × fem!oc」

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