Saudade
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Last published Sun, Apr 12, 2026
saudade
(n.) a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant, or that has been loved and then lost; "the love that remains"
Jackie Taylor and Shauna Shipman. Childhood best friends and soccer stars. However, everything changed once they got to high school and Jackie fell for jock, dickwad, idiot, (or any other adjective Shauna would use for him) Jeff Sadecki. Now Jackie rarely has time for poor Shauna and she is now left to stare longingly at her old best friend wrapped up in a swirl of teenage "love". But, Shauna knows it's not love. Shauna knows Jackie better than anyone and there for, loves Jackie more. Shauna can't explain the pain in her chest when she sees them together. Why her throat tightens and her fists clench when she sees them kiss. Shauna, however not as uppity as Jackie, was always prim and proper. She even tried to be catholic once so she knows what she is feeling is not romantic love... right? That's a sin in a religious sense and just down right disgusting in a societal sense. Yes, Shauna and Jackie have shared a few kisses at sleepovers but those were just for scientific purposes. They needed to know how to kiss so they could kiss boys, right? Then how come every kiss Shauna shared with greasy high school boys didn't ignite a flame in her chest like Jackie did. How come every time Jeff shoves his lips up against Jackie's, she squirms and inevitably meets Shauna's eyes?
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rip me open pull me apart at the seems take pieces of me out with your hands dissect me with a knife crush me between your fingers taste my sweetness on your tongue jackie taylor x fem oc
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