I'm Alive (Merlin love story)

[On hold until further notice. Sorry]

Merlin is not your average young man. He has powers, magic that cannot be practiced in Camelot. After a friend of his died right in front of him, he thinks that he'll never be able to replace her and goes back to Camelot with Arthur. But what happens when he dreams of her and learns that she's still alive? That she never really died? Will he go back for her and find her or will he uncover a secret so dark, that her life may be in danger? *Reader insert because I like those and there is basically none out there*