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This is basically just a journal entry I've decided to sort of publish. If you're struggling with the will to live or wrestling with emotions that you feel are too big for you, give this a read! I've been feeling pretty shit the last couple of days and so I thought I'd write something after my nightly smoke. I see you, stranger. I know you're trying.
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