* Merely A Dream *

* Merely A Dream *
Awakening
from
that euphoric
state,
Blinking
reality sinking
in,
Wondering
if this is
a battle
I have any chance
of winning,
Wishing I could
rewind
to the very beginning
or worse
Pause time
So that I
might absorb
every milisecond
for
all its unearthly worth,
" Ima live on
in you forever"
is what you said to thee
Not comprehending
that words are weapons
and spell casters,
You laughed, I smiled
knowing that the lines
within my mind
Never dry up
Having crossed that
mental threshold
before I could turn
my fuckin emotions colder
than black ice over frozen snow,
Now my souletry flows free with no where
to go
powered by the unstoppable monsterette
within me,
Silly one, should have been
more clever with the swords
you use profusely as tool & levers
My intent is divine sent
never again will you have my mind
bent,
Sometimes mirroring me
too real, too good, to conscious
to be true
That I just knew
You were clearly merely a dream
fading now through disillusioned seams,
Deaf to the unseen & blind to the unsung
Awakening from that euphoric state to
a new reality that awaits me
Thanking you for your role in my progression
my transformation is my ultimate destination
Showing appreciation for all phases of this
maze, is the best way to display
That which I cannot convey,
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