HeArTlESs BuT YoUrS Book 1
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This story is not for everyone. It explores dark emotions, trauma, abuse, and complicated relationships. Some scenes may be disturbing or emotionally heavy. It's about love, guilt, loss, and the painful ways people learn to forgive.
If you're looking for something light, this isn't it.
But if you want to feel something real - keep reading.
When scandal strips me of my name, I'm sent away to a fog-covered mansion in the hills - a place meant to bury noise, not memories.
My father calls it redemption.
I call it exile.
But the mansion isn't silent. It watches. It listens.
And inside it waits Yahir, the boy who once hated me - and now can't seem to look away.
Some loves ruin you quietly, like frost seeping through glass.
Others devour you whole.
As I try to rebuild what's left of me, the world keeps shifting around us:
Freed and Volkan, trapped in a cycle of love and violence they can't escape.
Ashar and Laith, bound by loyalty and ghosts of the past.
And me - trying not to fall for the one person I was never meant to live with.
Because love here isn't soft.
It's punishment dressed as tenderness.
And some wounds refuse to heal, no matter how far you run.
Disclaimer:
"HeArTlEsS BuT YoUrS" is a work of fiction that deals with love, betrayal, exile, and emotional trauma. Some scenes depict mature or sensitive situations.
Reader discretion is advised.
Not all hearts are meant to be gentle.
"HeArTlESs BuT YoUrS" is a slow-burn toxic BL romance full of longing, manipulation, obsession, and the desperate ways we try to belong.
*No hate to the writer, please. Give your hatred to the characters instead.*
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