Feelings || KhaoFirst [Ongoing]
16 parts Complete MatureFeelings | ความรู้สึกของฉัน
Book 04 of the Collection "Love, to be Trusted"
"'Cause feelings are hard to find."
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Knowing his best friend, Matthew, and Matthew's older brother, Khaotung, for over 5 years, First had never let anyone know how much he truly felt for Khaotung.
The older's nonchalance, but the hint of care was like drugs to First. And in no while, he realised he was getting addicted. From going to Matthew's room and laughing for hours with his best friend to going to 'meet' his best friend just to look for any trace of the older everywhere.
No one was supposed to know about it, at least not until he couldn't keep it inside anymore. And when that day came, he had made one of the worst (or best) mistakes of his life by sleeping with Khaotung.
Trigger Warnings: PTSD (Post-traumatic Stress Disorder), suicidal behaviour and attempts, sexually explicit content
(P.s. this story has nothing to do with Khaotung and First's series. This is an RPF.)