Trigger Warning. A/N: Dear reader, before you indulge yourself with my depressing words about my life I will enjoy to inform you that I am in fact doing this because writing my feelings down helps me to feel better and publishing this may help for some people to realize that they're not alone. I am in no way doing this for attention and I don't need anybody's help because, as I have already said, writing this IS my help. However, thank you in advance for any concerns you may have.All Rights Reserved