ZANA: I am they/them!
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Last published Sun, Mar 15, 2026
Ruthlessness is mercy upon ourselves and deep inside I know this well but what will differentiate me from them. A painfully traumatic past that resurfaced in unexpected ways for the female lead has her questioning her life . She'd forgotten...well almost.. about the horrors she went through, she was making progress with becoming a better person but why does she always feel vengeful and murderous? Sometimes she hurts people without any feelings attached to the pain she inflicted. She's a mess until she meets a golden retriever....alien ....ah yes
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