Knot in the heart
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Chay has already found out about Kim's real identity from Khun, and was understandably angry. In order to do what he should have done earlier, make a clean break and let the other man lead a life away from the violence and death that he himself is marred in, Kim had simply walked away. The problem is the nightmares have begun once again about his childhood, which have not happened in years, and he can't make them stop!
Meanwhile Chay feels betrayed both by his boyfriend and his brother and is determined to 'grow up' to protect himself. The bodyguards Kim has secretly put on Chay show the younger boy losing all interest in uni and even music.........the very thing which bought the couple together in the first place. Kim is torn. He is slowly realising something inside him has opened and he can't close it again, Chay is the only cure. Chay himself seems to have been sent down a dark path by all the secrets and emotional pain caused, principally by Kim.
Can Kim bare the responsibility of getting back together with Chay and officially bringing him into the family he has fought all his life to get away from? Can his heart cope with what might happen if he doesn't?
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